I Will Love You

“The mystery of loving is God’s sweetest secret.” ~Rumi

You are born from God’s breath, shiny, new and sparkling. Spinning out of nothingness, you arrive with lungs, heart and spirit full. You arrive with grace, full of innocence and wonderment and purity. You are born with the universe inside of you, from the root of the root of your own soul.

I want to speak to the bottom of your bottomless spirit. I want my words to speak to your undying innocence and wonderment and purity. I want these words to be enough. I want these words to be loud enough for you to know as I know, for you to feel as I feel, how our souls dance and laugh together endlessly. 

I wish these words could bring you back to God’s breath. I wish you could see the tenderness in it all.  I wish you could see that there really is no agenda. There is nothing to obtain. Nowhere to arrive. There is no keeping score, no fear of losing, nothing to gain. 

This journey is all there is; and the first breath you took, shiny and new, is the very same breath you take now. You do not lose anything along the way. It is all inside you as it always will be...

And I see you.

Disentangle yourself from yourself. You are the fountain of your own life.  

Open your chest and show me you scars, and I will love you.

Open your eyes and show me your fears, and I will love you.

Open your mouth and tell me your secrets, and I will love you. 

And I will always love you.